No Sympathy for the Sick!?!

ugh what a day!

the sickness

it started off by me having a sore throat and being UBER PISSED that my rents didn't disinfect things after they were sick. all i needed was for Leon to get sick and i woulda been DONE!

but it was horrible, i thought i was going to die there was Flem coming from everywhere.

the kid

to make it worse, Leon took advantage of that (he is my 2yr old son!) he was tearing things up. eating toilet paper, going in my purse. all while his poor sick mom was dying on the couch just trying to get some rest. so we had a daycare appointment at 1pm and i tried to give him nap since he had woke up @ 7am but he wasn't having it. when we went to the visit the director gave us a tour and Leon was running all over that place like a MADMAN! (i mean who really gives a tour during NAP TIME?!?!?!) and he was screaming bloody murder. so we left and i really felt defeated. the trip to the bank and Walgreen's weren't much better...

the boy

to make matters worse, i called my mom told her if she didn't take Leon i was gonna go crazy and she said okay. so i called CW and told him i wanted to come see him. now he's not my BF but we are kickin it pretty hard, really good guy sweet but well . . . . you'll hear the story. i went over there (20 min drive) and he really didn't pay me any ATTENTION! by now I'm like WTF! I mean i know the brotha is at work but damn, can a sister get a little EXTRA SPECIAL ATTENTION! every time my phone rang he said that some guy was calling! and then i said something about him liking this white girl that tried to talk to him while he was at a training (IDK why he felt he had to tell me that as soon as it was over) i think it said something about her being a cute girl and he said, "yeah i would be all over that" and i was like REALLY?!?! but that's prob my fault for even starting it. we joke like that all the time, but after the morning i had and being SICK i just wasn't in the mood. at one point the boy left me to talk to his co-worker outside for 15 mins! while i watched his client eat (like i have never seen a man eat before) and watch Last Christmas A MOVIE I DIDN'T EVEN LIKE! ugh!!!!! i told him i had to go and he was all sad, "no baby please blah blah blah" I'm like whatever! i spent my hour of me time on you and didn't get anything...

the family

so when i get home there isn't even any food for me! mom made burgers (YES I LIVE WITH MY MAMA! ITS A RECESSION) for everyone even my son and not for me...man i was maddddddd by now. and there wasn't even a clean dish to eat off of. i mean we are NOT pigs but do i have to cook, clean, and wash dishes after everyone! i guess i don't work or anything now but OH I WILL!

the friend

i talked to audreau and she said that OJ, CHICKEN NOODLE SOUP, AND A TUCK IN from mom was allll over! and i was an adult now. i couldn't believe it but she was right. there was no one to take care of me and my cold (when I'm sick I'm SICK). no one really even cared. everyone gets sick and they just move on, no babying me anymore. it was just a sad moment.....she said that it was just my complaining day and that's just how it would have to be.

the boy....again

and to top it all off CW hasn't even called me after that. i told him that i was being crabby but that i didn't think that spending time at his job was gonna work anymore in the nicest way. i tried to call him after i talked to Audreau to tell him i was sorry and i needed to suck it up, but he wouldn't answer and now every time the phone rings i think its him and its not. i might have really MESSED UP THAT ONE! BUT, i figure if he cant deal with me when I'm sick and crabby for one day then he doesnt deserve me! right?! i hope so :(

UGH WHAT A DAY!!!

ps.

I'm thinking of a name for my crazy as alter ego (cause she is messing up my flow) leave me a comment with some suggestions

Boss Lady Out, Peace&Love